I’m afraid to sing about aging because then you’ll know I don’t feel young. I want to believe in myself - that I can do what needs to be done and that I will be able to enjoy myself while doing it. I have started to fear hating working or feeling forced to work in a way I don't want to or fearing that I'll work so hard and not see any reward, at least not financially which is extremely important. I want to feel balanced as I receive as much as I give and we go in beautiful circles and waves. I want to see beauty in myself as I change. I fear feeling like a washed up business woman drowned by the passions of my art that set me on fire, a life fueled by foolish youth fast on course towards Wisdom’s horizons. Oh, how I pray I blossom before I wilt.
CHA🍍WILDE
