DAY 2: City Lights

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COMMENTARY


JOURNAL
This project feels insane. Am I going to be exhausted? I’m probably going to rearrange my entire daily schedule to make space for this; earlier to bed, earlier to rise. I’m going to have to learn how to pump out songs so fucking fast or else my entire life will be eaten up in the studio. I better figure out how to create while out on adventures. Should I burn bridges with my other businesses and clean up my online presence. No plan B. Is that what we’re doing here? Yikes.

Remember, parts are extreme. Is this plan from Self energy or from extreme parts? The only way to know is to meditate and open my mind. With a calm mind I will see clearly and know with confidence. What does this project connect me to? My husband and brother. The parts of me who are determined, disciplined, bold, world class. 

Where do I need to welcome in compassion? What am I most curious about? Where will courage be required? This will no doubt skyrocket my creativity, though I anticipate valleys. I just hop I don’t lose years of my life that could have been spent exploring out in the wilderness or wading into the ocean. This commitment will serve me if it gives me grounding and from that ground my faith will learn to fly with freedom. 

Ian talked down on himself for the EDM beat he produced yesterday and said he’ll be good enough to release his own music in 10yr when he’s 40. It hurts my heart to witness him held back in anyway whatsoever. He is so good and has every power to be ready now. This reignites my passion to liberate people from limiting beliefs.