I am a wild woman. I need a partner who brings me stability; regulation, reliability, calm comfort, reassurance, protection and courage, a partner who worships me the way I worship myself, a partner who worships himself the way I worship him, a partner who shares the type of freedom I love, breathes slowly with deep curiosity, surprises and unwinds me with light laughter, and feels his bare feet on the ground beside me however far apart we stand. I am a temple. He must know he enters as god. As god, his every breath is felt by the cells in my body, knowing they are loved if he breathes with love, knowing they are in danger if he breathes with lust. As temple, I hold god so he may rest in the light shining in the windows. Only in the full present moment is the temple medicine received.