LYRICS
Watch the window
lose my mind
wait for something
fall behind
if I wander
would you wander with me
sip it slowly
slip in slowly and free
All I want is to love and fuck.
CREATION TEAM
Cha Wilde: Lyrics, Melody, Vocals, Recording, Production
Davey Browne: Guitar
Jake Tacher: Encouragement, Percussion Adjustments
JOURNAL
can we actually make a song today? My head feels fuzzy after party. I didn’t sleep much but I feel chill and content. Whatever song I make today will be chill and raw. I woke up with one thought in my mind “ALL I WANT IN LIFE IS TO LOVE & FUCK”. So I made my only thought into my song. Keep it simple. If it’s bubbling up naturally…go with it.
I’ve noticed I’m still a little stiff when people are in the room and I’m creating a new song. The creative process is so intimate and vulnerable. I feel confident performing a finished song but I’m shy and slow to warm up if someone is hearing me create from scratch. “What if I sound stupid?” Is the fear. The really good music comes from me when I’m lose and experimental. So this is my lesson right now. I am learning how to be lose and vulnerable in front of other artists. I’m learning to let people watch me give birth in all it’s messy gorgeous magic.
Love, cha