I need freedom and space as I envelope my children, my creations, in magical love with intentionality, compassion and open communication. I cherish the listening space of the quiet mother. I am evolving as an artist. What am I creating now? What am I contributing? I play with paint for the sake of playing with paint. I sing from my heart for the sake of singing. Perfectionism is just a line-backer blocking my way. Why do I go forward through it? It’s all connected. Why am I given all these ideas? Why do I share so much? Why not just stay in my own world, enjoying my own company? I’m so curious. This world and that world, everywhere is my world. Nothing is mine and so am I.
I keep choosing the most relaxing options. It is not the way forward to be most productive. It is the way forward to be most relaxed. Ironically, most relaxed leads to most productive. Less is more.
When I feel overwhelmed, I slow down. Where am I really needed in this moment? I wander colorful streets in scorching tropical sun and let the burdens I’ve been carrying drip away with the sweat on my spine. Energy is available to connect with people, to reflect. Faith in my way led by the body. faith to follow what feels good.
I know how I want to be loved. My body feels what it likes and it deserves to be loved as it loves to be loved. I give my body all the attention I have and watch it blossom like the pink flowers of old Phuket.
What work is worthy? Do the work that is most worthy of the only time I have. I want to create something beautiful, substantial. I want to taste the satisfaction of completing projects. The finish line is the sweet fragrance of rosella tea and raspberry truffle melting on my tongue as I sit in Dru-Brew producing music, a new song almost birthed! A medicine song! I’m chanting with the sounds of Ubud, Bali! This is the first song I’ve produced on this traveling journey. Hearing myself sounding new is opening doors in my heart.
Santa is coming. It’s 82 degrees outside.
Friends tell me it’s snowing. As far as I’m aware, it’s always summer now.
Love yourself well. Keep your heart warm and open. Your smile matters. Love & Rainbows, Cha Wilde